No, thank you for reading it. Hardship is a long and often confusing journey, but also a wise teacher. If I could go back and never have chronic fatigue, I would, even at the cost of where I am now healed and running a business. But. I am a better person than I ever was before CFS.
Pain is no joke. It can destroy you and it does to many. But every inch that you contend with it becomes wisdom that is simply not available to others.
I wish you the best in facing your anxiety. I do not know if you will succeed, but I know that you can. Good luck.